I feel refreshed...with tons of messages as expected piling up. The reason of my hiatus was too much personal stress and I got bored with dA. (After 7 years it's shocking for me as I used to visit dA all the time!)

So I saw that dA finally updated with the name change that people wanted and it should in order to not have so many accounts and usernames taken!

I am however going to be a hypocrite when I am deciding this. I'm thinking of starting over in a new account. I will keep my old one. But you know, have you ever looked up piles and piles of old artwork you worked hard for at the time only now looking at multiple flaws and go: "Mygawdit'shorribleIcantevenlookthroughthemanymore!"?  I'm going through that now. But I have established my passion here in this account, but I feel like I can do better, like a lot better. I want to start with a clean slate, rejoin groups and all that. I've been thinking about this decision for a long time. The decision is not about the username at all, it's about rediscovering and having a hopefully better experience.

I don't know what my new account name is going to be. I have my priorities on other things now so it will be a while before I do that. I will keep this account and will try to keep the groups updated once in a while. But if you want my new account, I will let you know once I create it, just ask me by note. (Not yet though!)

I see why people move accounts at LEAST once. Odd that my views on it changed quite a bit.

The Super Smash Bros Battle comic is canceled, I can't update anymore, not because of the tournament news hiatus, but because I have my own priorities. It was fun while it lasted. I lost touch with the story where it got to be too much. I feel bad that I had to have one of my favorite Pokemon, who was my opponent, lose. It was hard, believe me! But someone had to win. I feel also like a did a sloppy job on my old fancomics...I'm very tempted to just delete them. I'm never going to delete Ashes of Remorse though. I might redo the last couple of pages, depending if I go back to SRMTHG again in the future.


I am never going to give up what I started and what I enjoy. I hope to enjoy drawing once again.